Hi guys, here is a start to pen down my transition from a seasonal to a professional. Well to put it simple, my life as an intern and after.
I confessed to my teacher after my final year exams,'Oh this was the toughest phase m'am! She replied that you have no idea of the storm coming after the silence. She meant my internship, though the example was a crude one. Since then I have been anticipating what the new transition would be like, been surfing through blog posts regarding the same and one of the blogs advised me to pen down my whole journey mentioning it as worthwhile. So I start from scratch here, more than anyone, I guess I would really enjoy reliving these moments years later.
So speaking of the present tense, I am here at a stage where I finally know that my internship is about to begin, very soon. That sounds great to me, in fact it sounds heavenly because I have been waiting for so long, painfully long. The agony of waiting taught me a crude lesson, to be patient but more importantly behave good while being patient. I literally had a metamorphosis in recent months with a fluctuating mind set.
Initial months were a pure relaxation phase, where i never bothered really about when my internship will begin as I wanted a break. The next months got tougher as the application process was getting delayed, so much to a point that I brought out my frustrated self. Well let me introduce you to my frustrated self, the crazy mad man, who is like the god of crazy. So here is what I did when I got frustrated waiting for the application result, I slept for long, ate like a bull, bunked the gym sessions, did not prefer taking bath, kept switching T.V. channels as fast as I could, assumed myself in a prison refusing to step out of the house, kept checking my horoscopes and prayed to Jesus. Well that sounds like depression to me, yeah whatever.
Finally the application got processed and I got a letter after a 2 month delay. I was not happy because that was just the beginning, I had to apply in a series of places which was a month long process. So my frustration carried on but it slowed down as I was moving out and doing some work. The final application work was done and the file is now in the ministry of health. I am awaiting the order so that I can start the new life.
Well at present it is a weird feeling, I hear people say it is going to be hectic and there is no turning back once you start. Strangely I want to chill now as much as possible, but that is weird again, as I was tired of chilling all these months! Well looking back at these 5 months of waiting, it was not all that bad as mentioned, I did learn lot of cooking, caught up with my guitar lessons, hit the gym, start a blog, got an opportunity to hangout at a nearby hospital, visited my native town, had some really good movie marathons, I remember troubling my friends and transferring the frustration on to them, well that was fun.
So it is a mixed feeling in me, I am looking forward to start soon, I Wonder what it is going to be like, it is going to be a totally new surrounding, like going to a new school. I wish mom and dad were here with me, missing them, they are in United States with my brother. So this is it, my friend, time to kick off and get some action going on in my life.
